I'm sorta in the same boat as you, DrP.
I've had only one super-serious relationship, and looking back on it, it really was NOT worth it.
And I'm wondering if relationships are (for me at least) even worth the time.
What I want to do is just have a close group of friends who I go on adventures with.
Kman may be my best friend, but he's always really busy, and he puts work before anything else (Which is good, but frustrating.)
I was recently in my school's production of guys and dolls, though, and everyone who was in that (or at least most of us) are hanging out outside of school. We've formed a drama club, and we're going to see a movie on Saturday.
But with all that being said, I really don't like being alone.
And next year, I'm going to be the most alone I've ever been. The majority of my IRL friends are graduating and going on to college, while I'm stuck in another year of high school due to screwing around too much my freshman year.
This means I'll be seeing Kman even less, if at all.
And I don't know if I can do that.