Did you remember that weird situation I got at work where I thought there was a girl interested in me (but some other boys where interested in her), and then there came another girl (cause I work full time and get to see/know a lot of people) starting to get interested in me.
Well here's what I think about it now:
Girl 1: She's so "by herself" and maybe shy so I'm starting to not care about her. She's beautiful and special and everything, but if she doesn't care that much or doesn't seem interested in being with me, then I don't care. Also don't know if she's more interested in one of the other boys, they talk a bit, so maybe that's the case.
Girl 2: She's actually been really trying to be with me. Like very obviously. And she's cute and nice, but also kind of messy and "partygirl-y" kind of opposite to girl 1. And I thought girl 1 was interested in me so I didn't bother her much and acted very coldly towards her like "I'm only here to work, NOTHING else". And she apparently quit the job yesterday and also moved to Gothenburg to study (something). So there she went.
Girl 3: Well she's nice and quite but mostly hangs out with girl 2, don't care much for her.
So in the end there seem to be like 1,2 or maybe girls being interested in me, and some boys being interested in girl 1. And in the end, it seems like I didn't get any girl (and not girl 1), and no one else did get a girl, maybe 1 guy but otherwise - no. But I don't really care about the girl (girl 1) anymore. I've been trying to talk with her and contact her, but she doesn't seem to care much for me. And in that case it's not even worth trying or pretending that "there is something happening", because nothing is honestly happening!
Probably gonna try some dating sites or something in the future (so I don't end up single my entire life...). Thinking of making some stupid exaggerated profile, just for fun to see if anything happens XD.