Really felt kind of tense and stressed-up for a while. Which is a bit unusual for me, the typical "negative emotion" I feel is being depressed or sad, not the other way like hyper and stressed-up. And a lot of thoughts have just popped up in my brain, and not coherent, which they usually are, but kind of "here and there". And I've felt very weird for some time. Which obviously not helps in any social situation and in life in general. But the positive thing is that I'm starting to get better, and I think the way to do that is by just chill out and live like normal (instead of overthinking things, and stuff like that). And I also feel a lot better when with friends and with other people. I think I'm one of, probably few, people who can endure and oftentimes enjoy living alone and doing things on my own. But it really feels better when being with friends and colleagues. Sorry, if I talk to much about my life and being a bit ego. But y, really feel like talking out sometimes about how I feel.
Also pretty stressful and messy at work (during winter). But I think it will be fine.