I'm like Forever Alone
AND Good Guy Kelsey over hurr...
Turns out somebody told Ayla I liked her, so when I noticed her kinda acting down on Facebook tonight, she confronted me about it, very smartly (albeit on Facebook). So I explained everything to her, from the fact that I had begun to like her from the beginning of the semester to my plan to have asked her to prom. She took it all very well. I explained how the fact she liked another guy would look bad on my part if I asked her anyway (I also took into account the feeling of the guy, as apparently he liked her back

).
Because of this conversation, which was the BEST rejection I've ever gotten from a girl i liked, I feel like we respect each other more because of the revelation. I swear, her reaction to the truth, and the way she understood what I was explaining to her just made me want to like her more...even though she asked me to try not to like her anymore (How one does that is beyond me)...no matter. We're still great friends, and that's all that matters.
For those that don't know, I've actually lost a few great friends bacause I told them I liked them. One of which virtually saved my life just this past April. the same weekend I met her, too...sigh.
I'll be forever alone. Yet, I'll forever be the good guy.