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I literally can't breathe.
Off-Topic / Re: Made mah day.
July 16, 2013, 08:06:18 PM
So I have successfully got my mom to cry during a movie. She says "Oh I could never cry in a movie, it's impossible." Well after she watched "Grave of the Fireflies" she was horribly mistaken. She wept like a baby. 

So I cut all my hair off.
Gah brings such great memories from when I played AC on Gamecube. I had this as the song playing on my stereo
I love this <3
Off-Topic / Re: Relationships
June 19, 2013, 10:25:13 PM
...........Oooooh boy
Music / Re: Q & A With Chad York
June 19, 2013, 01:57:26 PM
Wow this is really exciting! Thanks for visiting us :D
I only have one question for you Mr. York.

What inspired you to get into music and how did you get into the career you're in now?

Actually that's two questions but still!
thanks :)
So I haven't been on NSM in a while. I feel like I'm neglecting you guys. I should be on more often now! :)
As for arranging, I haven't in forever so hopefully that changes, I have so many unfinished pieces I need to finish.
And that bathrobe! What color is that? Salmon?
Off-Topic / Re: Three Years of NSM
May 09, 2013, 06:09:15 PM
My 2nd year here just passed up this January. It has been such a pleasure meeting you Slow, you mean a lot to me. This was enjoyable to read and I'm glad you feel this way towards everyone and the site :)

I love ya bud <3

Off-Topic / Re: Relationships
May 08, 2013, 02:22:13 PM
The thing is FSM I find that the ones who have never been in any kind of relationship give the best advice. Mostly because they're the observers and understand a lot more.
Off-Topic / Re: Relationships
May 07, 2013, 09:36:42 PM
Thanks guys.

It's just, I'm what you call "too nice." No matter who it is, I ALWAYS care for others before myself. And obviously that can get me in trouble. Its something I can't help, I'm not the type of guy that thinks only of himself. It's very complicated between us. I'm incredibly confused and terrified.
Off-Topic / Re: Relationships
May 07, 2013, 09:27:00 PM
The thing is she now realizes. I haven't talked to her in a few days but apparently her anxiety of me leaving her is so bad she'll be up literally all night and stuff.
But the thing is, I don't feel sorry. And I'm afraid to come back because what if she doesn't change and does the same to me again and hurts me, then I'd feel stupid for coming back and wasting my time. I'm not sure what to do....
Off-Topic / Re: Relationships
May 07, 2013, 09:01:55 PM
So my girlfriend and I are taking a break. Lately we've been arguing so much and it's like we've been so far into the relationship, she seems to not try as hard anymore. But that's not how it works. I couldn't stand it anymore, how much effort I put into the relationship and nothing in return. And on top of that, the fact she'd dismiss any problem we had in the relationship, and prioritize other people and stupid video games in place of me. It's not self centered, I'm her boyfriend. I don't deserve it.
She never saw it coming, me telling her I want a break. She felt so secure in the relationship that she didn't have to try, or even worry of me leaving. Now I just don't know what to do.

Leave: And don't have to worry about being hurt and disregarded again. I don't think she deserves another chance.
Stay: She proves me wrong and changes. I trust her enough to change. But, I have a really hard time doing that right now.

I need some advice. I've given her a chance before and I'm not explaining the issue with that. I feel like she doesn't deserve another.

It's just, I've poured so much of myself into this relationship to just leave. But, I have good reason to.
I just haven't been happy this past month or so, and I want things to get better. Whether I have to leave or stay and cross my fingers....
I'm exhausted.
Olimar knows my pains and sufferings.
Off-Topic / Re: The Birthday Topic
May 07, 2013, 06:47:33 PM
Happy Birthday Jubbycakes.