The Rant Thread/My Life Sucks Topic [Don't be pricks]

[mikey]

wow dino first hemorrhoids now fleas your luck is just the worst

[Pianist Da Sootopolis]

So I was putting in my contacts today and I mixed up which solution was which
Long story short I put hardcore lense cleaning solution right onto my eye.
Fuck.

[Nebbles]

...are you okay?

[Pianist Da Sootopolis]

It stopped burning a few minutes ago (after about an hour of flushing my eyes every 20 minutes, as recommended by the bottle).
So yeah I'm all good. Stupid stuff deserves pain I suppose, lol.

[Sir Dino]

wow dino first hemorrhoids now fleas your luck is just the worst

and it's probably going to get worse tbh

[SuperFireKirby]

why can't girls(or I guess women now that I'm a fucking adult apparently) just make a little bit of sense?

actually let's expand that, why can't people make a little bit of sense?

like I'm at the point where I'm so bad at communicating with other humans I swear there's got to be something wrong with me and my stupid brain, like sociopathic tendencies or something, because I feel like an outsider, no matter where I am or who I'm with, and then I finally make a connection with someone that seems real and true and then one day they just fucking shove me away like old potatoes or something else of an equal revolting nature

try to pretend not to care, "nothing's wrong", "I'm fine", lying through my fucking teeth to keep anyone who actually seems to enjoy my existence from worry or mental discomfort. convinced my battles are ones that must be fought completely alone

I feel like the most perfect wallflower

aight back to lurkin for another 6 months

[KefkaticFanatic]

Just consider those people just as expendable as they do you.  Try meetups to at least chill with people and do the same thing.  Maybe you get lucky and make a connection, at worst you can leech off of the crowd for another session or two.

[BlackDragonSlayer]

Quite a fair amount of people lack discretion, maturity, and an awareness of how they should act in ways other than complete self-interest (or some combination of those), which leads to a lot of poor relationships... and that's why people don't make a lot of sense all the time.

Ninja'd
Or just be extremely cynical. That can work too.

[Sebastian]

like I'm at the point where I'm so bad at communicating with other humans I swear there's got to be something wrong with me and my stupid brain, like sociopathic tendencies or something, because I feel like an outsider, no matter where I am or who I'm with, and then I finally make a connection with someone that seems real and true and then one day they just fucking shove me away like old potatoes or something else of an equal revolting nature

try to pretend not to care, "nothing's wrong", "I'm fine", lying through my fucking teeth to keep anyone who actually seems to enjoy my existence from worry or mental discomfort. convinced my battles are ones that must be fought completely alone

Don't sweat it. That's exactly how I feel in real life too: Like an outsider. I think your first paragraph perfectly sums me up in a nutshell. In real life, I'm basically a statue (very introverted) and I'm horrible at making friends. I'm not sure if being an introvert is what you're referring to, but I totally feel you! Hope things work out for ya.

[FireArrow]

Don't worry. I'm absolutely convinced it's not you being weird but other people being assholes. I've had so many people that I've felt like I've had strong connections with only for them to push me out of their lives . Also that dumb unwritten rule that you're not allowed aknowledge that anything happened.

Two things that've helped me:
1. Ignore that unwritten rule - don't lie through your teeth. It's ok to get mad at people if they screw you over, don't take the blame for it and put yourself into some kind of self pity depression (unless you actually were the one who messed up, then take responsibility for it and apologize.)
2. What kefka said. Let them be equally expendable and just end relationships with people that are making you miserable. Ask yourself if being involved with that person/those people is worth feeling like shit, chances are the answer is no.

As a side note I don't know why the fuck being open and reaching out to people makes you undesirable, but if you're hard to get then all the sudden everyone wants to be your friend (until you reciprocate, at which point everyone reels back hissing.)

[mikey]

Hi sfk you're that person that everyone just likes because you're you
Don't be not you

[Bloop]

so it turns out that the reason an old friend left me and my boyfriend is not because she (tl;dr) started to dislike us but because my boyfriend was (tl;dr) overly attached and she was already stressed out enough


so it wasn't really my fault but i really miss her after a year while my boyfriend has grown over her

[Bubbles]

bro missing someone for over a year is the worst I totally feel for you :-(

[Pianist Da Sootopolis]

That sucks. I'm here if you need to talk or anything.

[Sir Dino]

it's sO HOT IN CALIFORNIA DOnt talk 2me